“Come for breakfast tomorrow; Emmett and I are making waffles,” Caspien walked them out before shutting the door and locking it behind them.
I took a breath, circling my hands around my glass and staring into it.
Caspien came back and took the seat next to me, sighing.
“That was, that was interesting,” I said, taking his hand in both of mine, rubbing the backs of it with my thumbs.
“That was a lot,” He laughed once, “I’m exhausted.”
“I’m sure I can do something to wake you up,” I raised an eyebrow, and he sat up straight.
“That’s my line.”
“That was your line; now it’s mine,” I shrugged.
I stood up and moved to his lap, pulling him down for a long kiss that sent tingles and sparks to my core in anticipation of what was to come.
I didn’t want to think anymore, I just wanted to feel, and I wanted to feel all of him.
(Caspien)
My life changed when I met her. I knew I was waiting for my mate for a reason, but I couldn’t grasp the extent of it until I met her.
I thought I would find a mate to complete my life, to adjust to me, well, the person that I became. They would shape themselves around my life. I was an Alpha, after all, a powerful one at that, and I didn’t think anyone would make me want to change even a small part of me. Instead, I found someone that was changing me, making me better. She reached a part of me I thought was lost long ago and was helping bring me back to myself.
She was shaping me into who I could have become, who I still had the opportunity to be – with her.
Willa was something that I could grow with, and I wanted to. She made me pause and think, she challenged me, she wanted her own life, and I respected her for that, even if every moment apart from her was painful.
I assumed my mate would fully submit to me, and move in with me immediately, but I was so glad she wasn’t that. The Moon Goddess knew precisely what I needed, exactly who I needed.
We were creating a life together, and that wasn’t anything I wanted before with anyone, but I couldn’t imagine her not being a part of me now.
I kissed her deeply, wrapping my arms around the small of her back holding her in place while I licked the bottom of her full li!p until she parted it for me.
I took her bottom l!p in between my teeth and bit down lightly, eliciting a sharp inhale from her.
She froze for a second before her hands continued to tangle into my hair pulling me closer to her. I didn’t think I could get close enough to her, but I would start with having her completely n.aked under me if she would let me.
The mate bond was something else, the sparks that shot through me, that warmed me at every one of her touches.
I was addicted to her, the way that she held onto my arm as my fingers were deep into her tight, warm, center. How she buckled and moaned when she was starting to c.um. When her eyes fluttered open after I helped her come down from another o.rgasm and their striking green met mine. Goddess, the feel of her mouth on me, sucking me.
“Caspien,” She murmured against my lips, bringing me back to reality, to her.
“Hmm,” The vibration sounded off her lips.
“I want you,” She rubbed herself over my painfully hard d.ick that was far too constricted, “Please,” She pulled back, biting a swollen l!p, and one of her hands was still around my neck.
“There is one part of this house I haven’t shown you,” She tilted her head, her raven hair falling in waves, “My bedroom,”
She gave me a smile that might have been a smirk as I helped her up off me taking her hand in mine.
I led her to my bedroom, her temple, where I would worship her body repeatedly for as long as she let me.
(Willa)
I knew that I wanted him, Goddess I wanted him from the start.
Finally, my brain was catching up to my body. Everything clicked into place, my desire for him was now not just physical. It went past the mate bond, it was so much deeper.
I wanted him on an emotional level, I trusted him more than anyone, he was patient with me, let me do things how I wanted, and showed me that there was a life for us together, even if we held space for our separate interests.
I followed him up to his bedroom; he seemed eager. The usually relaxed confidence of his steps was gone.
“Come here,” He stopped wrapping his arm around me and pushed his hand up my shirt a bit so that I could feel the warmth of his palm.
He opened the door to his room and lead me in, not taking his hand off me as if he craved the contact as much as I did.
His room looked like the rest of the place, pretty much a copy-and-paste millionaire Ikea. He had the biggest bed I had ever seen and a wall of windows looked down at the twinkling city lights and the stars above.
Caspien moved behind me; his fingers caressed my skin under my shirt, running his fingers over my stomach, leaving a trail of sparks in their wake.
He grabbed the edges of the fabric and pulled up, I lifted my arms to help him. His hands came back to my hips and he leaned down to whisper in my ear.
“I want to f**k you in that window sometime.” My breath hitched, “With the lights on, I want the entire city to see what they can’t have, and that you belong only to me,”
A shudder went through me settling deep below my stomach. That was something that I never had thought about doing, but he made it sound so fucking hot.
“But tonight,”
His finger ran up my side, settling above the soft fabric of my bra. He circled where he knew my n****e was, and heat rushed through me at his light touch.
“Tonight,” His voice lowered, “I want you all to myself.”
I swallowed, I didn’t know I could be affected this completely, by just this. My whole body was on edge, electrified under his light touch.
“I’m going to touch you, everywhere,”
I swallowed again as his nose brushed along my neck, I tilted my head to give him access.
“I’m going to taste every part of you,”
His warm tongue dragged lightly up and down my neck making me shudder.
“And I am going to feel you,”
His finger moved to my other breast and he circled my n****e there above the fabric, I whimpered needing more.
“I’m going to feel deep inside you,”
His other hand brushed my hair behind my back, coming back to run over my marking spot that was completely bare now, waiting for my true mate, the one that I knew was the only person destined to ever belong to me and me to him. He moved his head to the other side of my neck and lowered it hovering above my marking spot.
“Deeper than anyone has ever been,”
He sucked slightly at my marking spot, sparks erupted from his touch and my legs felt like they could fall out from under me.
“If you’ll let me that is,”
He pulled his mouth and hands from me and I stood there reeling trying to catch my breath. I was shot back to a cold empty reality that didn’t have Caspien promising me everything I had ever wanted.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.