I whipped around to face him, He was leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed, his icy eyes studying mine.
“It’s up to you,” He shrugged, looking more casual than I thought he was capable of.
“Y-yes,” I found my voice, “That sounds nice,”
He bit down on a laugh and shook his head.
“Nice, no it won’t be nice,” He pushed off the doorframe closing the door behind him.
He stood over me and took my chin in his calloused palms tilting my head up to look at him.
“It will be transformative” He chuckled once his eyes flashed black, “After tonight, there won’t be any part of you I haven’t claimed.”
I swallowed, memorizing his face, the trimmed beard that covered his perfect jawline, and his eyes that were changing from midnight black to icy blue. I didn’t want to look away, even if he would let me, but his grip on my chin held firm. “Every time you touch your body, you will think of where my hands have been. Every time you see yourself n.aked you will think of me. There won’t be a part of you that won’t be a part of me after tonight.” (Caspien)
I looked down at Willa’s flushed cheeks, her green eyes didn’t look away from mine.
She saw me for who I was, underneath it all, and she accepted me for that.
It was more than I could have asked for from her, more than I could have dreamed of.
I nodded once more to myself and let her beautiful face go reluctantly. I stepped back slightly so I could remove my shirt.
Her eyes roamed over me as she bit a pink l!p. I wanted her to look, I wanted her to see what was hers, and only would ever belong to her.
I reached down around her under her silky hair and removed her bra clasp. I slid it down her shoulders and it fell to the ground letting her full b.reasts free.
I wanted to tease her but all thoughts besides touching her were gone while she was half-bare in front of me peeing up at me with expectation.
I reached forward and took their softness in my hands; my thumb rubbed over her n.ipples they p.eaked under my touch. Her head lulled back slightly her eyes shutting at my touch.
Seeing her react to me like this was like nothing I had ever experienced. I knew it wasn’t an act because I felt the intensity when she touched me.
I put one arm behind her wrapping it around her waist and guided her back towards the bed. I met her gaze and hers followed mine as I lowered to my knees and unbuttoned her pants, sliding them down.
Atlas growled as the scent of our mate’s desire filled the room as she stood completely bare in front of us.
I had forgotten she shredded her underwear when she shifted earlier and this was a welcomed surprise to not have anything else between me and my mate.
I held the small of her back, her skin soft and warm under my hand, as I took one of her waiting b.reasts in my mouth. I don’t think I would ever get over this sensation, having her accept me, and trust me enough, especially after ever she had been through, to get this close to her.
I swirled my tongue around her n.ipple and sucked gently, the taste of her, the feel of her softness was something I wouldn’t get used to.
Her hand tangled in my hair and the other came to my neck to steady herself, but she didn’t need to, I was holding her, I had her safely in my grasp.
A soft m0an escaped her l!ps; it was one of my favorite sounds, second only to when my name escaped her lips while I made her reach her p.leasure.
I moved onto her other b.reast, her hands stilled in my hair when I lightly bit down, her breathing became quicker and I knew I had to do something about what was waiting for me between her legs.
I gently pushed her back on the bed and licked up her thigh, tasting her sweet juices that were already dripping from her center.
I was nervous before we started, and I had never been nervous with a woman before. I knew I was good at what I did, and I thought it made me feel good to do it, but I realized it was more about validation for me.
Goddess, maybe I was selfish.
I hated to admit, even to myself, that I was worried that what she was feeling was just the mate bond, that she wanted me only for that. She had a mate before and I wanted this to be different.
I didn’t want to just fuck her to get off, I didn’t want to caress her to feel the sparks and tingles shoot through me, I wanted her.
I craved her.
The mate bond was incredible. The way her scent calmed me, the way her touch both excited and relaxed me. I knew having s.ex with her would be different if only because of the bond.
But it was Willa I wanted, not the mate bond; it was her. I only hoped I could show her just how much she meant to me and despite the mate bond, she was it.
I would choose her over and over again. I realized now that the mate bond only helped show us who was ours, but it was the person, who they actually were that destined them to be ours. “Caspien, please,” Her fingers tangled through my hair as I got closer to her core.
I licked one last trail of her juices from her knee to her thigh, leading me up right to where they came from.
I took a deep breath memorizing her scent and this moment.
My mate, my Willa laid open and ready, waiting for me.
I lowered myself to her, craving the taste of her. I dragged my tongue slowly up one side of her center and down the other.
She shuddered under the slight contact and my d.ick throbbed in response against my jeans.
I focused on her taste, how soft she was against my tongue, as I undid my belt and unbuttoned my pants with one hand. Once they were around my knee I shifted up and pushed her back on the bed further wrapping my arms around her legs, grasping her things and pulling them apart for me so I could taste her how I wanted to.
I slipped a finger into her center, taking her already s.wollen bud into my mouth and s.ucking gently running my tongue along it in small motions. I wanted to feel every part of her, and her response to me. I snaked a hand under her thigh and reached up grabbing the softness of her breasts.
Her breathing became erratic, as she grabbed at my hair and the sheets making it hard to hold her still as she shifted t.hrusing herself up against my mouth.
Knowing she was close heightened my arousal past the tipping point.
I moved my finger in and out of her as her inner walls started to clench.
My favorite sound escaped her mouth, my name, over and over again as her release tore through her at my touch.
Sparks erupted within me and I licked and s.ucked her, rolling her n.ipple in between my fingers. The feel of her moans reverberating through her because of me was the sweetest sound. The only thing that might be better is if she was making those sounds with her t.ight c.ore wrapped around my dick.
I pulled back after her breathing steadied, after I licked up everything she offered me.
I stared at her between her thighs, and I thought this might be the prettiest I had ever seen her. Her cheeks were flushed, her hair was splayed around her, some of it damp with sweat. Her stunning green eyes were filled with such clarity, though, I wasn’t expecting that.
“Mark me,” She said, meeting my gaze, “Mark me,” She repeated.
(Willa)
After Caspien worshipped me between my legs, completely n.aked in front of him for the first time.
I watched his icy gaze flick to mine.
We had exchanged p.leasure a few times, but having nothing to worry about right now, being completely exposed, was different.
“Mark me,” I said when I caught his stare.
I said out loud what Iris was chanting in my head.
But I had a moment of clarity through all the lust and pleasure that was Caspien and realized that it was him. I didn’t want him for how the mate bond made me feel, how insanely attractive he was, or his title or money or anything.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.