Yeah..I used to be a long time ago..but not too long ago he was the one speaking to me like that…and I lost that back bone I once had.
“Look at me.” He breathed, his large hand gripping my chin before tilting my head back, forcing me to meet his gaze.
“I know what you are thinking..and that’s partly why I’m mad..because I did my part to fucking make you like this..and it pisses me off..it makes me so fucking angry that you sit there and take it..it did back then too..that you accepted all the shit I said and actually believed it.” He breathed, making my eyes fill with tears as I closed them, letting them spill over.
“I’m sorry.” I sobbed, not even knowing what to do or say anymore.
“Fuck..come here..it’s okay..I’m sorry for yelling..come here.” Caspian whispered more softly now before wrapping his arms around me and holding me tight.
“I..I don’t even know who I am anymore Cas..I don’t know..my mom..she is so different now too..I just don’t know what to do.” I cried, making him let out a sigh as he rubbed my back soothingly.
“Either way..you can’t let people walk all over you like that anymore..you should’ve left the moment your mom didn’t believe you.” He stated, making me pull back and look up at him in confusion.
“How..how did you know that?” I asked, watching as his eyes darted away and he cleared his throat awkwardly.
“Well..I might’ve told Robin to keep an eye on you for me..” He admitted before looking down at me sheepishly.
“What the hell! You were using her to spy on me?” I asked, feeling bewildered.
“Well..I just didn’t want to over do it..I know this has been a lot for you and I don’t want to freak you out.” He confessed, his hands rising to my face before wiping away my tears quickly.
I thought about Caspian’s words..and to know he had been texting Robin this whole time to check on me..well..okay, I won’t lie..it was freaking adorable..and I felt relieved because I thought he was alreasy changing his mind or something.
“By the way..you are NOT wearing that fucking purple dress..no way in hell.” He grumbled before bending down and placing his forehead against mine.
“Really? I actually quite like it.” I lied, making Caspian growl..like actually growl before crashing his lips to mine, making all the air rush out of me in one sharp gasp.
The kiss was rough and dominant before he pulled away again.
“No fucking way Turner..don’t even think about it.” He muttered agaisnt me, his hands wrapping around my waist before glancing down at my knees.
That’s when he pulled away and bent down, worry flashing through his eyes before he examined my bandages carefully.
“I am going to have a word with Heaven..I thought she got the message this morning..but it seems she needs me to make it much more clearer.” Caspian stated through gritted teeth before rising back up, towering over me once again and brushing my hair over my shoulder.
“Come on, let’s go get some icecream..” He stated, his fingers sliding down my arm before intertwining with my own as I nodded my head absent-mindedly, feeling taken aback by this whole situation.
He was worried about me..and he cared..really cared.
Okay, screw being cautious..I’m all freaking in..and yeah, it’s a stupid decision..but I’m tired of sitting back and watching my life pass me by..this time..this time I’m throwing caution to the wind and I’m letting it take me away.
(Caspian)
I watched Johnnie intently, feeling a smile pulling at my lips as I saw her point down at the cookie dough flavored ice cream, telling the man which flavor she wanted.
Still the same..every time we ever got ice cream she always picked cookie dough.
I ordered chocolate and had already gotten mine..it’s funny that Johnnie takes so damn long to decide but she ends up picking fucking cookie dough every freaking time.
I stepped forward, my head bending down low as I placed my mouth close to her ear.
“You’re going to let me have a taste right?” I teased, causing her to stiffen as I caged her in between the counter and my broad chest.
“You could’ve gotten cookie dough you know.” She rushed out as the guy went to hand her the ice cream but I quickly snatched it out of his hand before she could.
“Caspian!” She whined.
“Thanks, have a nice day.” I said to the guy before turning and walking towards the door.
“Seriously Cas?!” Johnnie stomped behind me, making me fight the laughter that tried to burst its way out.
Damn is she cute when she gets angry.
“I just want one bite.” I said again before walking backward and meeting her fiery gaze.
“One bite with your big mouth is like ten of mine.” She muttered, making me really laugh this time.
“I know a good way to share.” I added with a mischievous smirk.
“Oh god..” She mumbled as I stepped forward before lowering the cone.
Johnnie went to snatch it away but was too slow as I raised it up in the air, making her jump for it.
“Hey, be a good girl and you will get your treat.” I said deeply, causing Johnnie to blink up at me innocently as I felt all the blood rush to my cock..fuck..not again.
“Hands behind your back.” I instructed, making Johnnie’s eyes widen before peering around us, making sure we didn’t have some type of audience.
“Are you really making me do this Caspian?” She asked with a pout..almost making me give in..but this wasn’t just a treat for her..it was one for me too.
I gave her a pointed look, making Johnnie sigh before slipping her arms behind her back, making me smile wickedly as her full chest thrust forward..oh god..they were fucking magnificent.
“Good girl, now open your mouth.” I said lowly, causing Johnnie to swallow hard before hesitantly opening her mouth, her pretty pink tongue coming into view as I struggled to stay standing..fuck..she looked delectable.
I lowered the melting ice cream to her mouth.
“Lick it.” I rumbled, causing Johnnie’s gaze to flick to mine as the air between us became charged.
I watched as Johnnie slipped her tongue out before swiping up the side of the cone, her eyes fused to mine as her lips sucked on the ice cream, making my mouth water before pulling the cone away.
“Now, kiss me.” I ordered, leaving Johnnie standing there as she peered up at me with pure seduction oozing from her..the fucked up thing is…I’m pretty sure that she has no idea how sexy she looks right now.
I inched down, seeing the white ice cream glistening on her lips as my thoughts traveled to somewhere very inappropriate while slowly pressing my mouth to hers.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.