I slipped my tongue out, swiping across her sweet flesh as the flavor of vanilla and cookie dough coated my taste buds.
I sucked in her bottom lip, nibbling on it gently, coaxing a needy little whimper out if her as I couldn’t help but groan.
I pulled back, trying to catch my breath as I gazed down at Johnnie longingly.
“I think I like yours better than mine.” I whispered, making her blink rapidly before clearing her throat and dropping her arms to her side.
“Can I have my ice cream now?” She asked in a breathy tone, making my cock twitch as I just stood there…feeling like I was in some type of trance.
I looked at her lips once more, the images of her pink tongue slipping out filled my mind as I pictured my hard cock as the treat she was licking.
I pictured her lips circling around my throbbing head as she swirled her tongue around it and sucked.
“Cas..my ice cream.” Johnnie’s voice pierced through my nasty thoughts as embarrassment filled me.
“Uhh..yeah, here..sorry.” I stumbled out before lowering the cone and handing it to her.
“What were you just thinking about?” She asked me suspiciously…prompting me to shove my ice cream into my mouth and mumble some incoherent words.
She just looked at me with humor filling her eyes and shook her head.
I couldn’t help but sneak glances her way, my eyes watching her mouth the entire time as I turned into a fucking horny creep.
Every lick and suck she did to that cone was making me damn jealous..I have never wanted to be food so bad in my damn life..okay..I have never wanted to be food period but this is the shit Johnnie does to me.
“Thanks Cas..” She suddenly spoke up, making me snap out of my perverted thoughts for a moment.
“For what?” I asked as we walked along the dock.
“For coming to get me..and saying all of that stuff..honestly, it’s still hard to believe that you want to be my friend..and that you care about me.” She confessed, making me stop before chucking the rest of my half-eaten ice cream in the trash as Johnnie did the same.
“I don’t just want to be your friend Johnnie..” I stated seriously, making her look up at me with surprise..does she still not fucking get it?
I guess I just have to say it.
“I like you more than a friend..Johnnie, I want you to be mine..I want you to be my girlfriend.” I blurted, seeing her face morph between all the emotions she was working through, starting with confusion and ending in shock.
“Y..Your..girlfriend?!” She sputtered, making me step forward before reaching up and tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
“Yes, I know you might not be ready right now..but I want you to know that’s where I’m at. It’s up to you how fast or slow we go..but I’m done hiding my feelings..so please stop fucking doubting my intentions. Did I make them clear enough for you now?” I asked, searching her gray eyes as she just stared at me with her mouth gaping open.
“I will take that as a yes..now come on, Milo is waiting for us down at the beach..he might be a little mad because I keep ditching him for you.” I added sheepishly before glancing down at her hand. It had been an hour since I got Johnnie..yeah, Milo will be pissed.
“Can I hold your hand?” I asked, watching as she snapped out of whatever shock I put her in.
“Um..if..if you want to.” She squeaked, prompting me to reach down and weave our fingers together.
Fuck yeah, I want to.
All of this is just as new to me as it is Johnnie..yes I’ve dated and had “girlfriends” but that just means we were hooking up.
I never did this type of stuff..holding hands and kissing..I never even went down on a girl before..there is only one girl I wanted to do that with.
I know this is backward as fuck..but having sex didn’t seem as intimate as that..going down on a girl..that’s exploring and knowing them as intimately as possible and there is nothing more that I want to do than go down on Johnnie.
I pulled her hand, walking with her to the beach as she looked down at our intertwined fingers..yeah, I held her hand before..but this time..it feels different because now she knows for sure that I want her to be mine, and I want to be hers.
“Caspian..if I say yes..what will happen? I mean..after summer.” She suddenly spoke up, making me turn my head and meet her gaze.
After summer..she means back at school and back to our real lives.
“Then we will move in together.” I stated so casually that Johnnie did a double-take before almost stumbling forward.
“Geez Turner, watch where you’re going.” I grumbled, trying to steady her.
Johnnie’s cheeks were redder than I had ever seen before, and it was fucking adorable.
“Y..you can’t just say stuff like that Caspian..like..like it’s nothing..” She grumbled, making me smile down at her as I was about to respond with something snarky when a guy’s voice suddenly shouted at us.
“Hey guys! Over here!” Freddy called out, making me raise my gaze as I now saw Ben, Robin, Alder, Milo, Freddy, and Heaven all standing on the beach.
Fuck.
I pulled my hand from Johnnie..knowing Ben is going to be pissed as he was now staring daggers into me.
Yeah..I might need to have a conversation with him before I take this further..he is totally going to kick my fucking ass.
(Johnnie)
I glanced down at my now empty hand, seeing Caspian was tense and now two feet away from me as we walked down towards the beach made my heart drop.
Yeah..that lasted long.
I couldn’t help but scoff..he is talking about moving in with me and yet he can’t even hold my hand in front of his friends.
I knew it was too good to be true.
I stared down at the beach intently, watching in annoyance as Heaven ran up to Caspian before hugging him.
He just stood there, not returning it but the fact that he didn’t push her away made me feel sick.
Okay..did I expect him to shove her into the sand and look down at her with disgust? No..but it would’ve been nice to see..
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.