“Do you think I was happy when my dad told me about your mother? That I was in love with her when we married? No, but it was what I had to do for my family..” He spat, making me flinch as I knew they were set up when they met in high school..but I didn’t know it was a contracted marriage.
“I had another girlfriend at the time..I was ready to run off with her..but, I knew it would destroy my family Caspian. I was being selfish and you need to open your eyes..maybe down the road you two can be together..that you can reconnect like me and Heather..” He stated making my eyes widen as I looked at him in bewilderment.
My dad walked over to the couch before sitting down and placing his hands over his face
“Yes..she was the girl..and what made it even worse was that I had to marry her best friend..we stayed away from each other for a long time…and eventually, I couldn’t any longer..I loved Heather even on the day of my wedding to another woman.”
“Did mom know?” I asked breathlessly.
“Of course, she knew..Heather begged Viva not to go through with it..but our families were powerful people.”
“Then why are you going to make me do this..why do I have to suffer the same fucking way you did?!” I shouted, making him sigh before standing up and walking towards me.
“Because we are King’s men..we have to do things to better our family and being in love..that is the one thing capable of ruining all of that…why do you think your brother hasn’t settled down? Because he knows he will have to marry wisely..”
I felt the world spinning around me..my chest started to ache as what he said was killing me.
“Caspian..I know this will be hard..but right now, you need to focus on finishing school, and by the end of the trip, we will announce your engagement..if you don’t agree, I will not only cut you and your brother out..but your mother as well..”
And with that..he left..he left me after shattering my heart and soul into a million fucking pieces.
(Johnnie)
It’s been five hours since we came back from that fiasco at the country club..apparently Ben has been texting Robin..so why wasn’t Caspian texting me?
Something felt wrong..and I didn’t know how to act..I kept pacing my room over and over again..my feet so restless that I felt like I was going out of my damn mind.
Has he changed his mind?..maybe I acted too rashly last night..was I being clingy and it put him off? Or did he just wake up with regrets.
What if..what if he agrees to marry Heaven..that he sees it’s the best option and he felt like getting with me was a mistake.
It was almost 8 pm when the headlights finally pulled into the driveway. I stayed in my room most of the time because I didn’t want to see my mom at the moment.
That’s when I felt my phone vibrate, notifying me I had a text.
From Caspian: Meet me down at the beach.
The words he said read cold and detached in my head as my heart dropped..no..he couldn’t have agreed..he wouldn’t have done that right?
I glanced outside my window just in time to see Caspian walking down to the beach with his hands in his pocket and his head hanging down..that told me everything.
I took a shuddering breath, trying to stop these tears from falling as I quickly slipped on my sandals and went to head outside.
Luckily I didn’t run into anyone..because I don’t know if I could speak without crying.
I nervously tucked my long blonde hair behind my ear as I glanced ahead of me, seeing Caspian walking along the shore.
After this..I don’t know if I can ever see him again, especially if he plans on going through with the arrangement. The mere thought makes me sick..
I walked down to the beach, the wind blowing across my face and drying my tears as he turned towards me.
His eyes were full of sadness, making me freeze in my tracks..afraid to take another step forward..afraid to hear those words and give up all of this..all of the sweet things he said and promises he made.
But I didn’t have to take the next step because before I knew it, Caspian was running towards me. His body crashed against me, making me stumble back as he pressed his mouth to mine.
His kiss was rough and filled with nothing but desperation as I returned it just as equally.
His arms lifted me up as his palms cupped my ass, squeezing me tight before shoving his tongue into my mouth, tasting and exploring me greedily as I let out a whimper.
“I can’t do it..I can’t let you go.” He gasped before dragging his mouth down, his lips following the curves of my throat as he began carrying me across the beach.
“Johnnie..tell me you feel the same..tell me you feel this ache in your heart too..” He whispered the words he spoke making me choke out a sob as I nodded my head yes.
“I feel it Caspian..I have always felt it.” I rushed out, making him gasp before he suddenly laid me down on the soft sand, his body hovering above me.
“I won’t let him take you from me..I won’t let him..” He muttered before reaching up and stripping his shirt off.
I watched in awe as his smooth chest was now bare before me and without a single hesitation I stripped off my shirt too before slipping out of my shorts.
Capsian took his off next, lying his shirt on the sand next to me before moving me on top of it and hastily crashed his lips to mine once again.
“I need you..I need to have you.” He choked out, his eyes filled with tears as I reached up, placing my hand on the back of his neck and pressing my chest against his.
“I’m yours..” I breathed and that was all he needed. Caspian reached back, unclasping my bra before dragging his lips to my breast..his mouth latching onto my nipple, sucking hungrily as he used his other hand to slide down my panties.
“Are you sure?” He asked after pulling off of my breast, making me nod emphatically before he rose to his knees.
I watched his eyes wander up and down my body, while slipping off his briefs, revealing his long hard cock as all of the air rushed out of me.
It was dark out but I could see all of him very well..I’m sure a damn plane flying by would see that thing.
“I will be gentle.” He reassured me as I swallowed hard before nodding my head once again. Apparently that’s all I could do.
I watched as he lined himself up at my entrance, his eyes searching mine before he bent down and wrapped his muscular arms around my body.
“I love you Johnnie.” He whispered, making my heart flip as I couldn’t believe the words he just said.
“I love you too.” I breathed, feeling his hard cock began to enter me, causing me to wince as I was already being stretched beyond anything I felt before.
“Fuck, you look so beautiful right now..” His voice was strained as he began to pant heavily.
I stared into his blue eyes, my mouth opening into a silent scream as he slowly worked himself inside of me.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.