After a while, I actually began to get used to it..my head dropped back as I felt his mouth fuse to my neck, kissing and licking me sweetly as I let out a moan.
Then his movements began to quicken, my body starting to respond as I met his thrusts, making me cry out.
“I love you..I love you so fucking much.” He gasped and I could tell he was close..I don’t know how, but I just knew.
That’s when he buried his face in the crook of my neck, my arms wrapping around his back as I started to feel my walls clenching around him.
That familiar feeling from before building up as he quickened his pace, hitting me in spots I didn’t know existed as I moaned into his mouth.
Then my world changed, the stars above me filling my eyes as I shattered around him..right at that moment Caspian was all I knew.
His breath was my air, his touch reached my soul as I cried out his name, feeling wave after wave of pleasure slamming through me as Caspian swallowed each sound greedily.
Then he thrust one last time, his body stilling above me as his face morphed into something so beautiful..tears streamed down his cheeks as I looked up at him in awe.
I had never seen him so handsome as I watched him climax as he quickly pulled out of me before spraying ribbon after ribbon of cum onto my abdomen.
Afterwards Caspian collapsed on top of me, his arms the only thing keeping him from crushing me as he nuzzled his face into my neck.
“Let’s get married.”
I froze..my eyes blinking rapidly..Wait..did I just hear that right?
“W..what did you say?” I panted, trying to catch my breath as I watched his head raise before he met my gaze.
“You heard me Turner..let’s get married..I want to marry you.”
I felt my mouth drop open as I tried so damn hard to process what he just said.
“Caspain..what’s going on? What happened?” I asked, seeing something was clearly wrong.
“Nothing happened, nothing that you need to worry about..I’m not going to let anything get between us Johnnie and I’m serious..you are it for me, so why wait..you are all I want.” He explained, making my brow furrow as I peered into his eyes and tried to understand what was going on.
Caspian lifted his arms up, placing each hand on either side of my face before bending down and kissing me.
“I know this is fast..I know it’s fucking insane..but Johnnie, I don’t want to wait..I don’t want to let things get between us.” Caspian explained.
“Is..is this about Heaven? My mom told me..” I began and Caspian shook his head no adamantly.
“I don’t give a fuck about Heaven. This isn’t about anything else but me and you..and I don’t want to wait..I don’t want to waste another minute. What do you say..will you be crazy with me?” He asked as I gazed into Caspian’s eyes, seeing that he was scared as I lifted onto my knees before placing my hand over his heart.
Feeling deep down that what I was going to say next really did make me crazy..but that’s how I felt with Caspian..I felt like I could do anything as long as I was with him..so what the hell..why not?
“Yes..yes I will.”
(Caspian)
I bent down, my mouth pressing against Johnnie’s bare shoulder as I couldn’t believe what she just said.
She fucking said yes…we just made love for the first time and she agreed to marry me.
“Are you feeling okay, it doesn’t hurt too bad does it?” I asked worriedly, my eyes scanning her half-naked body before helping Johnnie put her shirt on.
That was the best sex I have ever had in my life..I mean..I always imagined it would be better with Johnnie..but fuck..she has ruined me for anyone else.
No one has made me cum that hard ever..and the way her pussy wrapped around me..I swear she was made just for me.
“Just a little sore, but not too bad..I think I have sand everywhere though..like..everywhere.” She confessed, making me laugh as I wrapped my arms around her small frame and hugged her close to me.
“Fuck..this is why I love you..I swear you make me feel better just from hearing your voice alone.”
Johnnie peered up at me as she pressed her cheek against my bare chest, making my heart race from how fucking gorgeous she looked.
“Cas..what happened?” She asked, seeing right through me as I let out a long sigh.
I let my fingers tangle in her long wavy hair as I twisted it slowly.
“I just learned some things about my dad..some things that made me realize I don’t want to grow up and have regrets..I don’t want to wake up one day and wish I could go back and change it all..I want to do it right the first time..and even if I lose everything in the process..what I gain is so much more worth it.” I explained, the conversation with Milo earlier crossing my mind as I bent down, kissing Johnnie’s forehead.
Milo had heard the whole conversation with my dad.. he was just coming out of the bathroom when he heard my father yelling.
After Dad left me in the room, I broke down, my body collapsing as I fell to my knees..feeling fucking hopeless.
Then Milo came in, his arms circled around me as I cried.
It felt like I had just lost her..that there was no hope.
“Hey..look at me..” Milo stated loudly, forcing me to raise my head as I stared at my best friend numbly.
“You aren’t going to listen to that fucker..you aren’t going to sit back and let him do whatever the hell he wants. You are not a fucking pawn he can use to get ahead..you know this Caspian.” Milo encouraged me, making my heart ache.
“But my mom..and Alder..” I managed to croak.
“What about them? Alder is making fucking bank right now..and your mom, you have to give her some more fucking credit. She gets court-appointed alimony right?” He asked as I nodded my head yes.
“Well..your asshole of a dad can’t take that away from her..” He reminded me as I let out a shuddering breath.
I hadn’t even thought of that…I know there are other ways he can make her life hell though.
“What do you want? What are the things you want most in life.” Milo suddenly asked as I sat back and let out a sigh.
“I want Johnnie and to be drafted into the NHL.” I said, knowing those were the two dreams I’ve always had.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.