“Y..You’re the only one..” I screamed out as my body trembled beaneath him.
“Good little slut, now get on your knees like the whore you are.”
He commanded and I quickly did what he said.
I know Dave is rough sometimes..but he does it because he loves me. He only loves me and always has.
Johnnie is best off just doing what Dave asks..because he isn’t the type of man to let things go..no, he always gets what he wants..and if he wants Caspian to marry Heaven, then it will happen one way or another.
Hopefully Johnnie listens, because if she doesn’t, I know more guilt will come knocking on my door..but it isn’t my fault..she is the one who dug herself into this hole.
Too bad it couldn’t have been different..but now I finally have my man..and I will spend the rest of my life worshipping him like the King he is..and I will be his Queen.
(Caspian)
I dug through Johnnie’s drawers, engrossed in this treasure hunt I seemed to be on as I sifted through her clothes. So far I have found two diaries from when she was little, a small charm bracelet my mom gave her for Johnnie’s 11th birthday, and of course..the jackpot of all jackpots…her underwear drawer.
Of course she snatched the diaries right out of my hands..I begged her to let me read them but she refused. I saw where she hid them though so I will definitely be getting those later.
“Baby..can you focus for five seconds..I don’t need that stuff. Those are just old clothes I don’t wear anymore.” She grumbled while pulling out a few boxes from her closet.
“Oh, what’s in those?” I asked curiously before shutting her drawer.
I hadn’t been in Johnnie’s room in years..but honestly not much has changed which made me happy and sad at the same time.
I saw the pictures of her dad hanging on the wall..then there were a few pictures of Anna, Ben, and even Alder..which made me frown..there wasn’t a single one of me.
“I think it’s my dad’s old stuff.” She mumbled to herself and went to open it then quickly shut it before her eyes grew wide.
“What? What’s in there? I asked curiously making Johnnie shake her head no before clearing her throat.
“Just some..clothes..” She muttered, causing me to grow even more suspicious.
“Johnnie Rae King..what is in the box..” I asked more firmly this time. By the way..I loved calling her that.
“Nothing.” My wife squeaked, prompting me to take a step closer as she suddenly gripped the box, trying to hide it behind her back.
“Baby..are you really going to make me do this? Won’t you be a good girl for me?” My voice was deep and husky, causing Johnnie to swallow hard as I could tell she was contemplating what I said.
“No!” She suddenly yelled before gripping the box and turned to run away with it. What the hell?!
“Are we seriously doing this?!” I lunged for my wife, my hands reaching out as I quickly wrapped them around her waist, catching her immediately.
“Capsian please no! It’s too embarrassing..please..” She began to beg before the box tumbled to the floor, spilling over.
Then Johnnie froze, her hands slapping over her face as I peered down..seeing pictures of..me..not just pictures, but newspaper clippings too.
“W..What is that?” I asked, baffled that she had all of those things..then I saw more..birthday cards..notes..pictures and toys I had given her. It was like a time capsule of our whole childhood and life together before I turned into a dick.
“Oh my god, this is so embarrassing..I just..I put all that stuff in there after we stopped being friends. I didn’t want to get rid of it..” She whispered, the embarrassment still so clear in her voice.
I turned Johnnie around, my eyes studying her intently as I slowly lowered her hands from her beautiful face.
“You kept them..” I breathed, making her nod before biting her lip.
I lifted my arms, letting my palms cup her cheeks before tilting her head back and peering down at my wife.
“Thank you..thank you for not getting rid of it..thank you for not giving up on me and for giving me another chance..thank you baby.” I breathed, feeling my emotions rising before my lips crashed agaisnt hers.
The sweet taste of that cherry chapstick she used coated my tongue as I sucked and nipped at her silky flesh, feeling my stomach flip and twist into knots.
She never gave up on me..she kept that box all of this time..tucking it away and keeping those things safe.
Before I knew it..I had Johnnie on the bed, my hands stripping her clothes off as I needed her right this minute..she has no idea how much that means to me..knowing she kept those memories.
I held my wife close to my chest, my lips worshipping her body as I dragged them up and down her gorgeous face..whispering those sweet things that flooded my mind as I made love to my wife in her bed.
The bed I always wanted to take her in..I would dream of coming to her house in the middle of the night, climbing up to her window, and knocking on the glass.
I would beg on my knees for her to forgive me..I would beg for her to let me have her..all of her..that she would be mine and only mine for the rest of our lives. But back then I was too much of a coward..but now..now I will spend the rest of my life on my knees..worshipping at my wife’s feet like the goddess she is.
I made sweet love to Johnnie, our bodies connecting in every way possible as I felt her fingers pulling at my hair, causing me to gasp and moan, ready to give this girl the world.
After we cried out and came together, the feeling of pleasure continued to pulse through me before I pulled back, peering down at Johnnie.
“Whatever you want in this world..I will give it to you Johnnie..if you want the stars, I will scoop them from the sky and place them in the palm of your hands..if you want the moon, I will tie a string around it and give it only to you. I swear Johnnie, I will give you anything.” I whispered, seeing her gray orbs widen before she placed her hand on my face, holding me gently as I leaned into her before fluttering my eyes shut.
“You don’t have to go through all of that..because I already have everything I want..I have you.”
I hugged Johnnie tighter, my face burying in the crook of her neck as I tried not to fucking cry..what the hell has this girl done to me..goddamn.
After laying there for a few more minutes, we eventually got dressed and began looking through all the things Johnnie kept. We spent hours laughing and talking about the pictures and cards.
“You did!! I remember exactly what happened..you said you wanted to go on the Rollercoaster after eating all of that cotton candy and ended up throwing up right after this picture.” Johnnie laughed before showing me the picture where my face looked a little green..Johnnie loved riding the Rollercoasters and I did too..but not as much as her..she was a maniac.
“Well, we will just forget that one..” I mumbled and yanked the picture from her hands before wrapping my arms around her and squeezing tight. She was sitting in my lap as we went through all of the stuff..my leg might be asleep now..but no way in hell am I ruining this.
Johnnie giggled and picked up the next picture before freezing.
I glanced down, seeing a shot of our two families together..it had me, Alder, and Ben on one side with Mom, my dad, and viva..then Neal and Johnnie standing together.
I saw Johnnie lift her finger, tracing her dad’s face before scoffing.
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