“Shit..” I mumbled, my vision blurring as I began to breathe heavily.
“C..Caspian.” I slurred out, trying to search the crowd for him as I suddenly felt a hand on my back.
“Hey, come on, I got him in the room for you.” Freddy’s voice filled my ears.
“Y..You did?” I sputtered, making him nod as he wrapped his arm around my waist.
“Brett already took Johnnie up.” He informed me as a wicked smile filled my face, causing me to grip onto Freddy tighter as he led me towards the stairs.
“This is it..a..after tonight..he is mine Fred. ” I declared, as I gripped the banister to steady myself.
“You will finally get what you always deserved Heaven. All your dreams are coming true.” My brother whispered as we came to a door.
Then I saw the red tie.
“Okay..I..I will take it from here.” I declared, pushing Freddy off of me before reaching for the handle.
I slowly opened it, the room was dark as I slipped inside and tried to find some type of light switch but ended up bumping into something, causing a loud band to fill the room.
“Johnnie?” A deep voice mumbled from the bed, making me freeze.
The drug was working..he thought I was her.
“It’s me, I’m coming Cas.” I whispered quietly so he wouldn’t be able to tell it wasn’t her.
Then I stripped off my clothes and stumbled over in the dark..this was it..Freddy was right, all my dreams really are coming true.
Caspian was going to be mine.
(Heaven)
My eyes fluttered open, my head pounding profusely as I tried to figure out where the hell I was. Then I realized I wasn’t alone and it all came rushing back to me.
My plan..it worked..and wow was last night incredible. Well, from what I can remember at least.
How Caspian fucked me all night long..the way he didn’t even pull out..he was calling Johnnie’s name all night..but that was okay, we will fix that soon.
I slowly lifted my head, the bright sun making me wince as I turned to look down at the sleeping man beneath me.
A smile tugged at my lips as excitement bubbled up inside of me.
I let my gaze drag to his smooth white chest, my fingers splayed out as I went to trace those tattoos I loved looking at..but only..they weren’t there.
That’s when a sinking feeling settled in my stomach, replacing that excitement as a feeling of dread now dwelled in its place.
“No..” I mumbled, my sore body lifting as I gazed down at the man beneath me.
“Fuck fuck fuck.” I hissed as I quickly slapped Brett’s chest. This can’t be happening.
“Wake up asshole!” I yelled, making him groan before wrapping his arms around me and pulling me closer to him.
“Shh..just a little longer Johnnie..” He grumbled as I was really pissed off now.
“I’m not Johnnie you prick!” I yelled now, causing his eyes to snap open as he suddenly sat up, looking around the room before settling on me.
“Well where the fuck did she go? Why are you in here?” He asked, his stupid face full of confusion.
“I..I don’t know..I fell asleep with Caspian and then I woke up in here with you.” I said the last part in disgust as I lifted the comforter, wrapping it around my chest.
Fuck, I was with Caspian last night wasn’t I? I swear I remembered his voice..maybe even his face.
Suddenly memories from last night began to change.
“There it is..took you long enough.” Freddy’s voice sounded from the other side of the room.
I whipped my head towards him, realizing he was sitting in a chair across from us.
“What the fuck?! Why the hell are you in here?” Brett asked, eyeing my brother suspiciously before glancing between us.
“Can someone tell me what the hell is going on?” Brett boomed, making me sigh before narrowing my eyes at my brother.
Fucking bastard.
“He tricked us. Instead of giving the drug to Caspian and Johnnie, he gave it to us.” I gritted through my teeth, remembering those drinks he held in his hands when he walked up to us.
Freddy started to smile before leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees.
“Smart girl.” He cooed, making me scoff.
“Wait..so..who did I have sex with then?” Brett asked, making me roll my eyes as I couldn’t believe how much of an idiot this guy was. To be fair he probably had as much of a splitting headache as me though.
“You’re laying next to her.” Freddy informed him, making Brett look at me before lying back and cursing.
“Fuck..what the hell?! Why the fuck did you do that?!” Brett groaned in frustration before sitting back up and glaring at Freddy now.
“Because, I wasn’t going to risk my future for your twisted obsessions.” Freddy said flatly, that smile long gone as all amusement seemed to leave him.
“You promised me Fred..you said you would help me..how could you do this to me!!” I shouted and hopped out of the bed, taking the comforter with me.
“I never promised you anything. I began to see this for what it was Heaven.” He said while standing and stepping closer to me.
“You have always been first for everything..even when I was born first, you still somehow took that shine away from me. So when Caspian didn’t fall for your fake charm..when he didn’t choose you..you couldn’t fucking stand it..because really, what do you know about the guy? Other than how to blow him in the back of a movie theater..” He added, his crude words making me lift my hand as I went to slap him. Only he caught my wrist before I could.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.