Chapter 110 – True Luna Book Free: Finding My True Mate (Emma)

“Of course not!” I answered immediately.

I could never doubt her love for me. I knew how much she loved me. I felt it every day. She loved me as much as I loved her.

I tightened my jaw and took another deep breath.

It felt like something was sitting on my lungs. No matter how many breaths I took or how deep they were, I just couldn’t get enough air into my lungs.

“I just wonder how much she will love him.” I mumbled, as my heart clenched painfully. “I wonder if she will love him more than she loves me. I wonder if her love for me will disappear. I wonder if…”

My voice broke, and I stopped talking. I bent my head down and closed my eyes.

Pain gripped my body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t feel my heart.

Leon was distraught. He couldn’t decide if he should kill someone or just lay down and whine.

‘We can’t kill him.’ I told him. ‘She would die with him, Leon.’

‘I know.’ he whined.

“f**k, Logan, no.” Andrew said, making me look up at him. “She won’t stop loving you.”

I knew that. But what if she loved him more?

“I know that.” I mumbled, clenching my fists. “But if he is her Goddess-given mate, she could love him more than she loves me.”

“She won’t.” Andrew said, shaking his head. “She doesn’t love you because of the bond, Logan. She is in love with you. The bond didn’t make her do that, you did.”

I remembered what she had told me yesterday.

“I can’t believe that I am about to say this in front of Drake, but I also didn’t fall in love with Daisy right after I met her.” Andrew continued. “The bond made me want her, but it didn’t make me love her. All of that came after a while.”

I looked at Andrew and took a deep breath.

“My guess is that it came after you realized that she wouldn’t hurt Emma.” Drake said, making us look at him.

“That was one of the key points, yes.” Andrew nodded. “Especially after what happened with Sienna. I was so f**king suspicious of everyone.”

“Understandable.” Drake sighed.

“Now I know that Daisy would claw all of our asses to protect Emma.” Andrew chuckled.

Drake snorted and nodded. “Daphne would help her. I think Daphne thinks that Emma is her pup.”

Andrew and I chuckled.

“Asher probably convinced her that she is.” Andrew said, shaking his head.

Asher was so f**king protective of Emma. Sometimes I wondered if he was even more protective than Leon.

‘Impossible.’ Leon growled.

I ran my fi**gers through my hair and tried to take another deep breath.

“My point is that the mate bond does make you want your mate, but it doesn’t make you love them.” Andrew said, looking back at me. “Emma will want Alpha Nathan, but she won’t love him.”

Just thinking about her wanting another man had me ready to scream and tear the world apart. I knew that there was nothing that she could do to stop it. I knew that he was her true mate as much as I was. I knew all of that, but I couldn’t accept it.

How the f**k was I supposed to accept it? How the f**k would I survive the moment Emma saw him for the first time? How the f**k would I survive hearing the word ‘mate’ come out of her mouth?

A knock on my office door interrupted my thoughts.

“Come in, Anna.” I said, recognizing her scent.

She opened the door and peered inside.

“Is this a bad time?” she asked.

Every time would be a bad time until my mate became mine and mine only.

“No.” I said. “Come in.”

Anna stepped inside and closed the door behind herself.

I pointed at the other chair in front of my desk. She approached it and sat down.

“Where is Emma?” she asked me.

“Home.” I said. “Why?”

“We need to finish our conversation from yesterday.” Anna said, looking at Andrew and Drake.

I sighed and ran my fi**gers through my messy hair.

“What is it about?” I asked. “Can it wait?”

I wanted Emma to rest today. I didn’t want to burden her with anything else right now.

“No.” Anna said, shaking her head. “I need to have this talk with her before Alpha Nathan gets here.”

“What is it about?” Andrew asked, making Anna look at him.

“It’s about her heat.” Anna said, making me freeze.

Her heat? She never went into heat because I marked her before it happened.

Female wolves usually went into heat every few months if they weren’t marked after they met their mate. She didn’t have to go through that because I marked her before it happened.

“She is marked.” I mumbled, making Anna look back at me.

“Not twice.” Anna said, making my heart stop beating.

Emma POV

“I wish I could do something to help you, sweetie.” Daisy sighed as she ran her fi**gers through my hair.

I leaned my head on her shoulder and closed my eyes.

Daisy k**sed my forehead, and a small smile spread across my face.

I was so thankful to have her in my life. She was like a sister to me.

When Andrew first met her, I was a little scared that she wouldn’t accept me. I was afraid that she wouldn’t like me. I was afraid that she would hate me just like Sienna did. It was hard to trust someone new after what happened with Sienna.

It was especially hard for Andrew. It took him even longer to trust Daisy. He was very careful and suspicious. I was the one who convinced him that Daisy was nothing like Sienna. I was the one who told him to trust her, and it was the best thing I could have done. Daisy was a wonderful woman who adored my brother. She was the best thing that happened to my brother.

“I love you, Daisy.” I mumbled, wr*pping my arms around her round belly.

“Oh, sweetie.” she said as she hugged me back. “I love you too.”

I smiled and r*bbed her belly.

“I love you too, my little pup.” I said softly. “I can’t wait to meet you. I can’t wait to spoil you.”

“I’m not sure I agree with that.” Daisy mumbled, making me look up at her and chuckle.

“Tough.” I shrugged. “It’s my job to spoil him.”

“No, it’s not.” Daisy said.

“Yes, it is.” I smiled. “Look it up.”

Daisy said something else, but I got distracted with a mind-link from Logan.

Baby, can you come to my office, please? He asked.

I tensed up. I could hear the nervousness in his voice.

Is everything okay? I mind-linked him back.

Anna is here. He said. She would like to continue the conversation from yesterday.

My stomach turned, and my heart clenched. I completely forgot that there was something else she wanted to talk about.

But what was it?

I’ll be right there. I mind-linked him as I stood up.

“What’s wrong?” Daisy asked, looking up at me.

“Anna wants to talk to me about something else.” I mumbled.

“I’m coming with you.” Daisy said as she stood up as well.

“No, stay here.” I said. “You need to rest.”

“I rest all the freaking time.” she said, rolling her eyes. “I’m coming with you.”

I wanted to argue, but I kind of wanted her to come with me. I felt better when she was around.

“Let me just put my shoes on.” Daisy said as she rushed toward the living room.

I followed her, trying to stop my brain from overthinking.

It was hard, though. I kept wondering what else Anna had to tell me. There wasn’t a third mate, was there?

Eliza growled, but I ignored her. I was having a hard time getting her to calm down. She didn’t even talk to me much, but I could still feel her nervousness and fear.

“Come on.” Daisy said as she took my hand and started pulling me toward the packhouse.

I didn’t even see her put on her shoes. I was completely lost in thought.

I could feel Logan’s nervousness as well, and it didn’t help at all. Did Anna already tell him something, or was he nervous because he also didn’t know what else she needed to talk about?

We were in front of Logan’s office in a second. Well, it just seemed like a second to me.

Daisy opened the door and walked inside, pulling me behind her. My mate, Andrew, Drake, and Anna were inside.

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