“But what will happen to our pack if I can’t give you children?” she asked, making my heart stop. “You are an Alpha. You need an heir. If you don’t mark me the second time, I won’t be able to give you children, and I won’t…”
She stopped talking and looked down at her lap.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t feel my body.
I didn’t even think about that. All I wanted was her. All I needed was her.
The room was silent. No one spoke after Emma stopped talking.
Andrew moved first.
He cupped Emma’s cheeks and looked into her eyes.
“Don’t go there.” he told her. “Not yet. We aren’t there yet, Emma. Take it one step at a time. We aren’t there yet.”
Andrew was right. Of course he was right.
I wanted children, of course I did. I wanted them with her. I wanted to have a little mini-me and a little-mini Emma running around. I wanted to leave my pack to my child. I wanted to raise my children with her. I wanted to watch them grow up with her.
But Andrew was right. We weren’t there yet. We had a lot to deal with before we even got to that part.
“Your brother is right.” I said, pulling her into a hug. “We aren’t there yet, baby. We will talk about it after you meet Alpha Nathan.”
I am sorry. Emma mind-linked me. I am so sorry. You deserve a mate who can give you children. You deserve…
Stop it! I interrupted her. I don’t want anyone but you. We will figure it out, baby. I promise.
I love you. She said, tightening her arms around me.
I love you too. I mind-linked her. So f**king much.
“Can you guys please give us some time alone?” I asked, looking at Andrew.
He nodded, stood up, and k**sed the top of Emma’s head.
“I will be in my office if you need me.” he said, looking down at Emma.
I gave him a small nod and watched as he walked out behind Daisy and Drake.
I lifted Emma’s head and looked into her beautiful eyes.
“This isn’t a deal breaker for me.” I told her. “We will figure it out.”
“You need an heir to the pack, Logan.” she said quietly, her voice trembling.
“And you will give me one.” I said, trying to sound confident. “The Goddess gave me to you, and the Goddess gave you to me.”
She gulped and took a deep breath.
“Repeat it, Emma.” I told her.
“The Goddess gave me to you, and the Goddess gave you to me.” she said.
“That’s right, baby.” I said as I p**ssed my l*ps against hers.
I had to believe in that. I would break if I didn’t.
Nathan POV
I couldn’t wait to meet her.
I wondered if she was as beautiful as the stories said. I wondered if she was as kind and loving as the stories said she would be.
I grew up hearing about her. I grew up listening to the story of the White Wolf. My father always told me that if the White Wolf really existed, she would be mine. He told me that I am her rightful mate. He told me that I was the decadent of the first Alpha and that I was the White Wolf’s Goddess-given mate.
I was so f**king happy when I found out that she was real. I was so f**king happy to know that she was mine.
I wasn’t happy to know that she already had a mate.
I knew about the curse. It was in the stories I was told. I knew that the White Wolf had two true mates, but only one of them was the Goddess-given one. I knew that there would eventually be another man that I would have to deal with, but I wasn’t hoping that she would meet him before she met me.
It made me furious. Just thinking about another man touching what was mine had me seeing red. I didn’t know much, but I knew that she was already married to him. I knew that she was marked, and that meant that she had already had sex with him.
Noel growled loudly.
‘Mine.’ he screamed. ‘She is f**king mine!’
‘She is, Noel.’ I told him, trying to contain his anger. ‘We will bring her home, don’t worry.’
‘He touched her!’ Noel growled again.
I tightened my jaw and closed my eyes.
‘He did.’ I told him. ‘But she didn’t know that he was her cursed mate. He won’t touch her again after she meets me. I promise.’
Noel growled again, but I ignored him. It was hard for me to deal with my own anger. I didn’t need his as well.
Did she love her cursed mate?
Well, even if she did, she wouldn’t love him anymore after she met me. The Goddess gave her to me. She would love me, and stop loving him.
“Do I really have to leave?” Janet sighed as she walked out of the bathroom. “We could have fun.”
She leaned on the door frame and gave me a small, seductive smirk. It didn’t work on me. The only one who could really seduce me was my mate.
I f**ked Janet because I wanted to, not because she seduced me.
“No, Janet.” I said as I stood up and pulled my boxers on. “I need to start getting ready.”
“Why are you leaving anyway?” she sighed. “Why can’t you tell me?”
I resisted the urge to roll my eyes.
“It’s pack business.” I said, pulling my shirt over my head. “I can’t talk to you about that.”
“Why not?” Janet sighed.
I didn’t respond. I didn’t need to tell her anything. She wasn’t going to be my Luna, no matter how much she wanted it.
“Can you at least tell me where you are going?” she asked after a few silent moments.
“Crescent Moon Pack.” I said, looking up at her.
Her eyes widened. She raised her eyebrows at me.
“Alpha Logan’s pack?” she asked. “Why are you going there?”
“Stop asking me that, Janet.” I sighed. “I can’t tell you.”
She frowned and crossed her arms over her ch*st, pushing her b**bs up.
“I hear that he has a beautiful Luna.” she said with a hint of jealousy in her voice.
The anger started rising, but I pushed it back. She wasn’t f**king his. She was mine!
I smirked. If Janet only knew that Alpha Logan’s Luna was actually my Luna and that she would soon be following her orders…
“I heard.” I said, keeping a smirk on my face. “Get dressed and leave, Janet. I have to go.”
“When will you come back?” she asked, not moving an inch.
She was really getting on my f**king nerves. I didn’t want to order her, but it looked like I would have to.
“As soon as possible.” I said, growling. “Now go.”
I was going to go get my mate, and come back home. I didn’t plan on being there more than a day or two. I wanted to come back home, have a Luna ceremony for my beautiful mate, and start pumping pups into her. I was 27 years old. I needed my mate and I needed my pups.
Janet rolled her eyes, but she finally moved and started getting ready.
I watched as she got dressed. She pulled her dress over her head and approached me.
“Can I get a k**s before I go?” she asked.
“No.” I said sternly. “Leave.”
Her eyes widened, and she took a step back from me.
“What is wrong with you, Nathan?” she asked. “You were never this cold to me before.”
I sighed and ran my fi**gers through my hair.
She was right. I didn’t mean to be this cold, but I was so f**king nervous and angry. I needed to go get my mate. I needed to have her in my arms. I couldn’t stand the thought that she was with Alpha Logan right now. It made me want to burn the world down.
I didn’t agree with my father and his stupid plan of getting Alpha Logan’s attention by using rogues. He said that we needed to show dominance over him in case he decided to go to war for my mate. My father thought that showing him that we had rogues on our side would make him more reluctant to start a war.
I didn’t give shit about any of that. I just wanted to have her in my arms. I wanted to go get her as soon as I found out about her, but my father stopped me. He said that we needed to wait. I didn’t want to f**king wait. I wanted her immediately.
Even if he started a war, I would fight, and I would win. I would do anything to have my mate by my side.
“I’m stressed, Janet.” I said. “Leave, please. I will see you when I get back.”
She sighed, turned around, and left my room.
I clenched my fists and took a deep breath.
I walked to my closet, pulled out a small bag, and started filling it with clothes.
Are you ready, son? My father mind-linked me.
Yes. I said. I will be there in a few minutes.
I’m waiting for you in the car. He said and cut our mind-link.
“I’m coming for you, Emma.” I said quietly as I zipped up my bag. “I am coming for you, my beautiful little mate.”
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.
2 responses to “Chapter 112 – True Luna Book Free: Finding My True Mate (Emma)”
Love the romance of this novel.
When will the next chapter be updated?