Chapter 119 – True Luna Book Free: Finding My True Mate (Emma)

His grip was starting to hurt.

“How the f**k is it possible for you to have two mates?” Jake asked angrily.

I was really getting uncomfortable with him holding me like that.

“You are hurting me, Jake.” I said, making him flinch and let me go.

He pulled me into a tight hug immediately.

“I am sorry, beautiful.” he mumbled. “I am shocked and angry.”

“It’s okay, Jake.” I said, hugging him back.

I wanted to let go of him, but he pulled me even closer to him.

“He can’t take you away.” Jake mumbled, burying his nose in my hair.

He took a deep breath and r*bbed my back.

“He won’t, Jake.” Amy said softly.

I tried to let go of him, and this time he finally let me. I gave him a small smile as I walked away from him. I approached my desk and sat down on my chair.

“How did it go?” Amy asked worriedly.

I took a deep breath and released it slowly.

“Weird.” I mumbled. “It’s weird feeling the bond with someone who isn’t Logan.”

“Do you want him?” Jake asked, clenching his fists.

I furrowed my eyebrows and looked down at my lap.

“No.” I said. “It’s more like a need. I need to fell him next to me. I need to touch him. I need him. But I don’t want him. I don’t even want to need him.”

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

“f**k.” Jake mumbled angrily.

I looked up at my friends. Amy was looking at me with sadness and worry written all over her face. Jake was pacing around with an angry exp**ssion on his face.

“Is Logan okay?” Amy asked quietly.

I knew that he was trying to be strong for me, but I could also feel his pain and sadness. He couldn’t fool me.

“He will be.” I said with determination in my voice. “I won’t let anyone hurt him.”

I would deal with this. I would find a way to stay with Logan.

I wasn’t going to let anyone take me from him.

Not again.

Emma POV

My head was killing me.

I barely managed to get a few hours of sleep last night.

So when I heard a loud commotion in front of my office, all I wanted to do was let Eliza take care of it.

But my mate’s scent filled my lungs, and I stiffened.

What was he doing here?

Where was Logan? Where was Andrew?

I could hear one of our warriors fighting with him and telling him that he couldn’t come inside my office without my mate or my brother present.

“Are you f**king kidding me?!” Alpha Nathan screamed. “That is my mate inside!”

My heart clenched. My hands started shaking.

Logan? I mind-linked my mate.

We are on our way. He answered immediately. Andrew and I had to go to the cellar. Ryan tried to stop him, but he couldn’t do much.

Of course he couldn’t. Nathan was an Alpha. Ryan couldn’t go against him. He could only keep an eye on him.

I needed to deal with this.

I took a deep breath, stood up, and walked toward the door. I opened it and looked outside.

Alpha Nathan looked at me immediately. My body shivered. The need to touch him grew.

“Emma.” he said as a huge smile spread across his face.

“Is everything okay, Alpha Nathan?” I asked, trying to calm myself down.

“Your warrior won’t let me inside.” Alpha Nathan said as he looked at Ryan with a frown. “I told him that you are my mate, but he didn’t want to listen to me.”

I wasn’t his mate. I didn’t want to be.

I looked at Ryan and gave him a small smile.

“It’s okay, Ryan.” I said. “Alpha Logan will be here in a few minutes.”

Ryan looked at Alpha Nathan and stepped aside.

“Thank you, Emma.” Alpha Nathan said as he approached me.

His scent overwhelmed my senses. This was the closest we’ve ever been.

I needed to step away from him.

I turned around and hurried back toward my desk. I sat down in my chair and took a deep breath.

I heard the door to my office close, and I looked up at Alpha Nathan.

His eyes were closed, and he was taking deep breaths.

“Your scent is soothing.” he mumbled as he opened his eyes and looked at me.

“How can I help you, Alpha Nathan?” I asked, trying to stop my body from shaking.

He approached my desk, placed his hands on it, and bent down. He was so close. I could see the color of his eyes so clearly. They were dark brown. I felt like I was watching a pool of chocolate. He was so close. If I had just reached out, I could have touched his cheek.

My hands started shaking. I needed to touch him.

He clenched his jaw and gulped.

“f**k, Emma.” he mumbled.

I leaned further into my chair, trying to get away from him a little.

I didn’t want this.

I really didn’t want this.

But…

The door to my office burst open, and a very angry Logan rushed inside.

Oh, thank Goddess.

“Step away from her, Alpha Nathan.” Logan said, his voice trembling.

Alpha Nathan kept his eyes on mine. He didn’t even flinch.

“I just want to talk to her, Alpha Logan.” Alpha Nathan said. “She is my mate. I have every right to be here.”

Logan growled, walked over to me, and pulled my chair back.

“Can we talk, Emma?” Alpha Nathan asked me softly.

I took a deep breath, and relief washed over me. Logan’s scent overpowered Nathan’s. It consumed my body, and I could think clearly again.

“What would you like to talk about, Alpha Nathan?” I asked.

Logan ran his fi**gers through my hair, making Alpha Nathan growl.

“If you have a problem with me touching my mate and my wife, please feel free to step outside.” Logan said.

Alpha Nathan finally looked away from me. I felt my body relax a little.

“Are you enjoying my pain, Alpha Logan?” Alpha Nathan asked. “I can’t wait for the day when our roles will be reversed and I will be the one touching her while you watch.”

My heart hurt so much that I almost whined.

No.

It would never happen. It could never happen.

Logan growled loudly. He tried to step closer to Alpha Nathan, but I stopped him.

“Alpha Nathan, please don’t.” I said, trying to stay calm.

He looked at me, and his eyes softened.

“I am sorry, Emma.” he said gently. “It is so painful for me to watch him touch you. How would you feel if there was another she-wolf with her hands all over me?”

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