“You didn’t think I forgot about your punishment did you?” His velvety tone wrapped around me, making my body hum with excitement as I didn’t know what the hell was happening right now.
“Johnnie..you have no idea the shit you just started do you..” He whispered as I closed my eyes shut tightly as he bent down close to my face. Was he going to kiss me?!
“Drink your water like a good girl, or I will cash in on that punishment we talked about last night.” Caspian stated before pushing off of the bed and striding across the room.
I laid there frozen..wondering what type of weird-ass wet dream I wandered into as I took this opportunity to run the hell out of there and go into my room before slamming the door and locking it.
My chest rose and fell heavily..this side of Caspian confusing the hell out of me as I tried to figure out what happened…and that’s when it hit me.
“No..no no no..” I whined before placing my hands over my face and shaking my head.
What did I do…what the hell did I do?!!
It all came rushing back to me..the clinging to Caspian..the wanting to be spanked..the vomit..so much vomit..oh god..the shower..and finally..the kiss.
The guy I kissed last night wasn’t some hot stranger..it was freaking Caspian King..my nemesis..the boy who has made my life miserable for the past five years.
What did I do? What did I say?!
I began to hyperventilate before running to the window and opening it as I shoved my head outside and took a deep breath.
I will never leave this room again..I can’t look Caspian in the eyes..not after last night. And then this morning?! What the hell was up with that?
I stepped back into my room before glancing down at the clothes I wore. I didn’t know what I was doing until I lifted the shirt and inhaled deeply, the smell of Caspian making me shiver as I swear I almost let out a moan.
“No! Bad Johnnie!” I chastised myself and stripped off the clothes before throwing them across the room.
This is bad..really really bad.
Suddenly I heard my phone going off, causing me to freeze before I pulled on a shirt and some undies as I picked up the phone.
Crap, it was Anna..and she was trying to do a video call.
I answered the phone, keeping the camera off as I saw Anna’s wide smile appear on the screen.
“Finally! I have been calling all morning..it’s like 11 am there..” She grumbled and I just laughed awkwardly.
“Wait..why can’t I see you?” She suddenly asked, making me clear my throat and try to come up with an excuse.
“Oh..I just woke up.” I said lamely, before biting my lip.
“Well..are you going to tell me what happened with the Aussie?!” She moved on fairly quickly..I was relieved for that.
“I guess he was into the other chick the whole time..he ended up making out with her in front of me.” I explained awkwardly.
“What a dick!! Well, was there anyone else you connected with?” She suddenly asked, making me freeze as I knew if she sensed any hesitation she would pounce.
“Nope, no one else..nothing happened..nothing at all.” I rushed out, wincing at my own answer as I saw suspicion cross her face.
“Johnnie..put the camera on..now.” She said firmly, making me frown as my trembling hand clicked the video option as I took a deep steadying breath.
“There..see, nothing is wrong..” I said while giving a big fake smile.
“Okay..what the fuck happened..you know you can’t lie worth shit!!” She accused making me blink my eyes rapidly..I swear I could feel the sweat forming on my brow as Anna narrowed her eyes at me.
“Fine!! I kissed Caspian and maybe said I wanted him to spank me!!” I yelled..maybe a little too loudly as I swear I heard a loud bang outside of my door, making me slap my hand over my mouth.
“You what?! Oh my god!! Yes yes yes..finally!! I knew half this shit was sexual tension..wait..what did he say? Did he kiss you back?” Anna began to ramble as I quickly headed to the closet and crawled in..trying to hide myself in the dark.
“Shh..he might hear you.” I whispered, before letting out a long sigh.
“I..I don’t know what he thought or did..but this morning..things were weird Anna
like really weird.” I said before explaining everything that happened.
“Okay, we knew this might happen..but Jo..you can’t just act all lovesick and go all simp on me. Caspian has been a douche to you..if he has finally pulled his head out of his ass..then he better work for it..” She exclaimed as I bit my lip anxiously.
“Anna..I think you are forgetting one thing…” I said, feeling my stomach twisting into knots.
“What?” She asked, making me close my eyes before speaking.
“Caspian is going to be my stepbrother…remember? I can’t have feelings for my stepbrother!”
This isn’t good..not at all..I can’t fall for Caspian’s charms..no freaking way. But why can’t I get him out of my head? I’m in trouble..big big trouble.
(Johnnie)
“Who fucking cares if you are going to be stepsiblings!! That shit is hot as hell!! But seriously..it’s not like you are blood-related..your parents are just fucking.” Anna’s words rang through my head as I brushed my now wet hair after taking a shower.
I mean..I guess it’s true..but it’s not like Caspian is really interested in me..right? I practically forced myself on him like some desperate drunk girl..if anything he is just being civil and I am taking it way too far.
I bet after this the old Caspian will come back..he will make fun of my hair or my clothes..say something about how annoying I am.
Suddenly I looked in the mirror, seeing my hand was now up to my face as I dragged my fingertips across my lips.
I had my first kiss with Caspian.
No! Snap out of it..oh god..Anna was right..I’m already acting like a love-sick teenager.
I need to play it cool.
My mom texted me a little bit ago, saying we were going to the country club that Dave belonged to for lunch.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.