“I’m just going for some filming they’re doing of his new place.” When she lifted an eyebrow in disbelief, I propped my hands on my hips. “I am.”
As I skipped down the steps outside our apartment to my waiting Uber, I thought about her warning and had a moment of pause.
“Ready?” my driver asked.
I blew out a breath. No second-guessing. “Yup. Let’s go.”
MOLLY
A bright flurry of nerves popped and bubbled like champagne as I approached the house. The pictures didn’t do it justice. As I walked up the covered front porch with solid wood beams holding up the peaked roofline, I got the distinct impression that this house had been built for someone as strong and intimidating as Noah was. Someone tall and strong, who’d fill the space and not be dwarfed by it.
Looking at the massive wood front doors, flanked by custom cut glass windows and artfully dimmed porch lights, I couldn’t help but feel a little dwarfed myself. I lifted my chin and knocked, though, because the whole point of this—my job, the promotion, showing up to prove that I could be unaffected by Noah—was to prove that these things wouldn’t and couldn’t overwhelm me.
Beyond the door, I heard his deep voice tell me to come in, so I tested the door handle carefully. It opened, and I couldn’t help but gasp when I walked into the house.
“Holy shit,” I breathed. It was stunning. Even though the skies outside were dark, the soaring ceilings and crisp white walls made it seem bright and airy and welcoming. Rugs covered the floor around the solidly built furniture, and windows facing Lake Washington sparkled with the lights of nearby houses and buildings across the water.
“Thanks for coming.”
I jumped, slapping a hand over my chest when I saw him round a corner. A ghost of a smile graced his lips, and my fingers itched to push it further, see how the motion would transform his already handsome face.
“It’s …” I shook my head, eyes still trying to take in the space. “It’s amazing, Noah.”
He approached slowly, hands hanging loosely at his sides. His legs were covered in black track pants with the bright red Wolves logo near a pocket, and stretched over his chest was a white T-shirt so worn, it was practically indecent.
Underneath it, I could see the shadows and lines of his upper body, and a hole in the neckline gave me an extra glimpse of tanned, smooth skin. My entire body swayed toward him. That same tug I always felt.
I guess I was a bit more tuggable after a bottle of wine.
His forehead creased. “Have you been drinking?”
“A little,” I heard myself admit.
Why was his face doing that thing? The swirling, ominous thundercloud thing that made him look like lightning was about to crackle from the surface of his skin. The mental picture made me grin, and his face pinched further.
“You were drinking and then drove here? Are you insane?” he said, voice low and dangerous and deep as he took another step toward.
“What?” I blinked away from his mouth. “No.”
“You could’ve killed yourself, Molly.” His volume increased, the thundercloud face getting darker and darker, and I watched in abject fascination as he came even closer still. “What were you thinking?”
All I’d have to do is reach out, not even fully extend my arms, and my palms would land somewhere in the vicinity of his pecs. Underneath that white shirt, they were the size of dinner plates.
“You need to calm down,” I said. Was I talking to him? I think I was. But maybe I was talking to me. I needed to calm down too. My fingers, in the haven of my mind, tracked over the entire topography of his chest, memorizing it for future use.
“Calm down?” he roared.
My hand reached out and almost settled on his chest. He snatched my wrist before it made contact.
His fingers were so, so warm.
“I took an Uber, you psycho,” I murmured. “Your hand is so much bigger than mine. Isn’t that funny?”
Noah sighed, eyes falling shut as he dropped my hand.
Boo. “Why didn’t you say so?”
“You were kind of busy yelling at me.” I turned and hummed in appreciation when I saw the kitchen. “And you had your thundercloud face on, which makes it hard to interrupt you.”
“My … what?”
Walking along the length of the island, I let my palm glide just above the surface of the granite. “When you get mad, you look like a thundercloud.”
Noah was quiet, and I felt his eyes on my back as I opened a few cabinets.
“Where’s the listing agent?”
His footsteps started following mine as I wandered through the dining area and into the main living space, staring through the sprawl of glass windows facing the water even though I couldn’t see anything other than the moon glinting off the far side of the bay.
“We convinced her to give us a couple of hours to film.”
I smiled over my shoulder. “And she said yes?”
“She was very willing to accommodate, given my offer.”
My smile felt brittle. “Ahh.”
“Ahh, what?”
I shrugged. “Nothing.”
He let it slide, and I was oh, so thankful for that.
“How was hanging out with your sisters?”
The laughter that escaped my lips was harsh and tired and all sorts of tangled emotions. Amazing how much you could wrap up in one puff of air. The argument about Claire’s paper was easier to ignore when I was trying to escape it, when their voices overlapped each other and I just wanted it to stop, stop, stop.
But it was quiet in Noah’s house, and he wasn’t searching to fill the silence with meaningless words. Behind me, he was a solid, steady presence, and it was exactly what I needed.
There was just enough wine in my system, loosening my brain and allowing honest words to roll from my tongue.
“We fought,” I told him. “Or they did, I guess.”
“What about?”
“Family structure,” I answered with a sad smile. His eyebrows bent in, but he didn’t say anything. The arm of the couch was close enough that I could sit back on it and still stare out the window into the inky darkness. “Ours is nontraditional even though I’m told by my sister who’s minoring in sociology that’s not a term you should throw around lightly. And the structure we had before this one was sort of traditional but incredibly dysfunctional.”
Noah shifted so he could see my face, his big shoulder braced on the wall just on the other side of the window.
“Claire—the one in school—has to write a paper on maternal influences in nontraditional family structures,” I explained.
“Logan’s wife?” he guessed.
“That’s where we started the discussion, but …” My voice trailed off. How much of this did he actually want to hear? “Where’s Marty?” I asked, suddenly very aware that we were alone in the big family room.
He tilted his head. “On the phone downstairs. I think it’s Rick, but I’m not sure.”
I nodded.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.