“I wanted to make it perfectly clear that this is all there will ever be between us, just a financial agreement benefitting the child should it happen to be mine.”
“Got it,” she murmured. As if she needed that obvious fact spelled out to her.
“And I wanted to add that perhaps I was a little . . . hasty in firing you.”
“Hasty? Try unfair,” she corrected. “And harsh. You treated me like a criminal. Do you have any idea how humiliating it was to be escorted out by your thugs? I didn’t get to say good-bye to anybody, and I heard rumors that maybe I’d been caught stealing.”
He looked uncomfortable and his broad shoulders shifted restlessly.
“It was not my intention to humiliate you.”
His words infuriated her and opened her eyes to the fact that she was a lot angrier about the embarrassing experience than she realized.
“Is that an apology? Because if it is, it needs work.”
“Look, this is not getting us anywhere,” he deflected. “I would like to offer you another position.”
“Back in HR?” she asked, allowing the subject change. For now.
“No, there would be too many uncomfortable questions. I want to move you to the Joburg office.”
Oh, he wanted to move her to an unfamiliar office, in a strange city miles away from her family and friends, did he? And far, far away from him. Wouldn’t that just make his life a whole lot easier? Not that Cleo was interested in making it difficult; she just wanted to move on with her own life and forget she even knew Dante Damaso.
“I can’t move to Johannesburg,” she stated, her voice brooking no argument.
“Look, be reasonable. You can hardly raise a kid without some form of employment to bolster the financial aid you’ll be receiving from me.”
“You be reasonable. If I take you up on this offer, I may have the benefit of an added income, but I won’t have the emotional support I would need from my family and friends. This is my first pregnancy, I’ll be going it solo, and I’ll want my brother, Blue, and my other close friends around. I’ll want familiar surroundings. The last thing I want or need right now is to move to an unfamiliar city.”
He was quiet for a long time before conceding the point with a very brief dip of his jaw.
“Give me time and I’ll try to arrange something else,” he said.
“I don’t need any favors from you, Mr. Damaso.” He looked almost embarrassed by the honorific he had insisted she use just the day before. “Just child support. You are in no way responsible for any other part of my life.”
“Nonetheless, I am the reason you no longer have a job. I acted hastily and would like to make amends for that.”
“A glowing reference would do just fine, thank you,” she said, while the inner voice that had tried to warn her on that first night in Tokyo protested again. As before, she didn’t listen to it, and Cleo hoped she wouldn’t wind up-once again-paying for her refusal to heed her common sense. But she had some pride, and depending on him for child support was bad enough; she didn’t want to depend on him for her very livelihood too, not after he had so unceremoniously fired her the day before. Yet another thing, she noted, that he had not yet apologized for.
“So how does this paternity-test thing work?” He changed the subject rather abruptly and looked remarkably uncomfortable with his own question.
“Well, you’re the one who wants proof that the baby is yours, so you’re going to have to arrange for that.”
“They have prenatal tests, right?”
“I will accept only noninvasive testing. Anything else could potentially harm my baby.” He grunted, a sound she assumed meant assent. “And you’re paying for it. I’m not paying for some stupid test I already know the answer to.”
“I have to protect myself,” he said almost defensively. “You’re not the first woman to ever accuse me of fathering her baby.”
“Oh God, you mean you have other illegitimate kids running around out there?”
“Of course not! Those other women weren’t even pregnant.” He looked so disgusted that Cleo almost felt sorry for him. It couldn’t be easy to be the target of so many gold diggers-no wonder he had them all sign nondisclosure agreements. Then again, how many good, decent women had he scared off with that stupid document? His personal life was crazy and a little messed up, and she was happy enough to stay well away from it.
“Maybe you should consider limiting yourself to-I don’t know-one or two serious relationships a year, with nicer women. You may find life a lot easier in the long run.”
“The thing with you wasn’t a relationship and it wasn’t-” She held up a hand to shut him up. Surprisingly enough it worked.
“Spare me. I’ve heard it all before. Blah, blah, ‘you’re not my usual type’ blah, blah, ‘it wasn’t serious’ blah, blah, blah. You’re like a broken record, Mr. Damaso. It gets tedious after a while. Now would you please mind leaving me alone? I have stuff to do.”
“For God’s sake, call me Dante,” he commanded, and she sighed before crossing her arms over her chest.
“I prefer ‘Mr. Damaso.’ It keeps things businesslike and impersonal. Besides, I hope never to see you again after this, so does it matter what I call you?”
“I suppose not.” He levered himself up from the table and stood towering above her for a few long moments before she scrambled to her feet to feel less small. The hasty movement immediately sent her stomach into turmoil, and she clapped a hand over her mouth and pushed past him to the bathroom, where she was violently ill.
When she eventually came back to her miserable senses, it was to find Dante Damaso on his haunches beside where she was hunched wretchedly over the commode, one of his large hands stroking her back soothingly. Appalled that he had seen her like that, she shrugged off his touch and moved away from him shakily, ignoring him when he reached down to help her stand.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.