“Well, is everyone ready? Milo and Ben are already in the caravan.” Alder smiled brightly, his hand pressing against my lower back as I swear I heard a growl from some type of feral animal..probably had rabies from the sound of it.
“Yep! Ready to go.” I smiled up at Alder before wrapping my hand through Robin’s once more and walking out of the house with her.
Apparently, my mom and Dave were meeting with friends tonight so they didn’t even care what we were doing. I guess the fact that Ben and Alder are with us helps.. they are supposed to be responsible adults..not sure how that is going right now though.
At least Alder seems to have it all together.
“I can’t believe he didn’t even wait for me.” Robin whispered sadly, making my heart sink as I gripped her arm tighter.
“We are in this together okay?” I reassured her before giving her my best smile and watching as she let out a deep shuddering breath and lifted her head up high once more.
We were just about to get in the caravan when Caspian rushed forward and pulled the door open, letting us in first.
Just as I walked by him, he bent down, bringing his mouth right next to my ear as he whispered something that made my damn body tremble.
“You are in big trouble and the moment I get you alone..fuck baby girl..you won’t be able to sit down for a damn week.”
Well..I guess I can’t let him get me alone…right? Oh god..what did I do.
(Caspian)
Well fuck..this isn’t good..not one damn bit.
I was sitting on a chair, my elbows digging into my thighs as I leaned forward, glaring at a tipsy Johnnie as she danced her ass off with Robin.
All night I had been stalking her, my eyes snapping to every guy who tried to approach my girl and letting them know she was mine. All fucking mine.
Something happened between getting the ice cream and going down to the beach..it took me hours to get it and then it hit me..I was a complete dick.
The moment played through my mind over and over..the way I dropped her hand and the look on her face..how Heaven kept throwing herself at me.
I tried to turn her down nicely but apparently the girl can’t take a fucking hint..now I’m done being nice.
The moment we got on this yacht, I reminded her exactly what I told her over the phone this morning.
“Heaven, I’m not interested in you that way. I know we slept together before, but Johnnie is the only one I want and it’s always been that way. I think you knew this too, that’s why you were always such a bitch to her.” I said firmly, watching as her eyes filled with tears.
“Cas..just..just give me a chance..I can transfer schools and we can start fresh..” Heaven sputtered out, making my head spin..was she fucking serious?
“I don’t know how much blunter I can be about this..I don’t like you, Heaven..I am in love with Johnnie. She is the only girl I want to be with and if I ever find out you or your brother are threatening her again..you are going to fucking regret it..got it?” I snapped, making her head nod up and down as those tears fell.
She stayed away from me the rest of the night..thank God..and Freddy didn’t look too happy, but fuck..I tried to be nice.
Then we have Ben over here acting like a prick.
He has been staring between Robin and Farah all night. I can’t believe he is even showing that bitch any attention at all.
Robin is freaking wasted and about to go off the rails and Alder is enjoying every bit of this. He is now on the makeshift dance floor shaking his ass between Johnnie and Robin as Ben glares from the other side of the yacht.
That’s when I noticed Farah walk up to him, her hand slid across his chest before whispering something into his ear.
“Keep an eye on Johnnie and make sure no one fucking touches her.” I snapped to Milo who was talking to some random chick that Freddy invited. He actually invited a lot of people..luckily we never even left the damn dock.
“Got it!” He shouted before giving me a thumbs up. At least he was in a good mood now..
Glancing up to the sun deck, I watched Ben swaying slightly before turning to Farah..and then shit hit the fan.
She reached up, wrapping her arms around his neck and began dancing with him as I raced up there.
What the hell was he doing?!!
Alder must’ve seen it too because I noticed he turned Robin away from it and gave me a panicked look.
I bounded up the steps, seeing Ben grinding on Farah as I gripped his arm before yanking him away from her.
“Dude what the fuck are you doing?!” I shouted, watching him blink his eyes rapidly before stumbling back.
“What the hell man!” He yelled at me, obviously not even aware of his surroundings.
“You have a fucking fiancee.. Do you not realize you are fucking that up right now?” I said before dragging him across the deck and towards a small enclosed sitting area.
“Well..it was going to get fucked up anyways!!” He shouted as I pushed him back, making him fall onto the sofa.
“What the hell are you talking about? Robin is crazy about you..she agreed to fucking marry you for Christ’s sake.” I yelled at him, making his head roll back as he closed his eyes.
“Well, I’m sure she will realize how big of a mistake that was soon enough..maybe she will even meet a guy tonight and screw him instead.” His words shocked me as I couldn’t believe this was really Ben.
“Dude, what is this about?” I asked, the loud music pulsing around us as I stared down at Ben in confusion.
“I don’t know..I just..fuck.” He slapped his hands over his face before letting out a shuddering breath.
“What if she realizes how fucked up I am? How fucked up my family is?” He choked out, making me freeze as I felt my heart stop.
“What do you mean Ben?” I asked more gently this time, hearing the hurt in his voice.
“I fucking know Cas.. last night I came to check on Johnnie and I heard you in her room..I had my fucking suspicions..but how could she? What if..what if I end up just like my mom? What if I’m fucked up too?” He shouted, making me freeze as I couldn’t believe he knew..he fucking heard us?
“So you were going to just get it over with? You were going to push her away and fuck another girl?” I asked bluntly, making Ben blink up at me in shock as he thought about what I said.
“N..No..even doing just that..it made me feel gross.” He confessed, making me sigh as I went and sat next to him.
“Listen..I know how you feel..I thought the same thing too..that I might end up like my dad and screw over any girl I felt serious about..but I learned along the way that I’m nothing like him..because it fucking killed me to hurt her..and even touching another woman made my skin crawl. I felt like a monster every damn day of my life..and I think you would feel the same.” I explained to him as Ben closed his eyes once more, letting his head fall back before sighing.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.