Like he was giving me one last chance to walk away before he did something I wouldn’t recover from.
Then finally..after what felt like forever..he stepped back.
“But you’ll remember me.”
I blinked.
He smiled one more time.
“You’ll lie awake tonight with your fingers between your legs, moaning for a man whose name you never got.”
And with that..he turned.
Disappeared into the crowd.
And I was left alone and honestly I needed to find Tasha and get outta here. I needed to get to Damon fast!
Mess Of Desire 19
I couldn’t walk straight.
Not because I was drunk. Not because I was high. But because I could still feel him on me.
Still feel the heat of his mouth against my ear. Still feel his voice curling down my spine like smoke.
Tasha was somewhere outside. I didn’t even know if she was still f*****g those guys, if she was looking for me, if she saw what happened.
Didn’t matter.
All I could focus on was the ache between my thighs.
My panties were ruined. Wet. Completely soaked through. Clinging to me like shame. I could feel how messy! was every time I moved. I could smell it..faint, but there.
Omega heat was a myth. That’s what I used to think. That maybe it wasn’t for me.
Until tonight. f**k.
I stumbled down the hall, every step making it worse.
I wasn’t okay. I was not okay. My skin was buzzing, my n*****s hurt from how hard they were, and my cunt-
God, my cunt-felt like it was on fire. My thighs were wet.
So wet I knew it wasn’t sweat. I didn’t even want to check my panties. I could already feel how ruined they were. Sticking to my folds. Clinging like a second skin soaked in shame.
I needed to leave.
I needed to get the f**k out of this house.
I needed to find Tasha and run before that stranger circled back and finished what he started..because I knew I wouldn’t stop him.
My breath came short and sharp as I moved faster, slipping past bodies, flashing lights, music thumping like my heartbeat.
Where is she…
I spun around, frantic.
People. Faces. Drunken laughs. None of them her.
“f**k,”
I whispered to myself. I rubbed my arms like it would somehow help ground me.
But it didn’t.
Because he was still in my head.
That f*****g stranger.
His voice. His heat, His scent.
“You’re a mess, baby girl. Soaked. Desperate. Mine if I want you”
I clenched my jaw. No.
I didn’t want him.
I didn’t want some cocky, nameless Alpha with filthy words and a jaw that could cut glass.
I wanted Damon.
The man I’d been fantasizing about for years.
The one I thought about every time I came with my own fingers inside me. The one I dreamed of bending me over his desk, gripping my neck, whispering how f*****g tight I was while he filled me with every inch of his
C**k.
Not this stranger.
Not some unknown face from a party.
I pressed a hand between my legs as I slipped into an empty hallway off the main room.
Just a few doors and a low light over the wall.
I grabbed the first door handle. Locked.
Second.
Unlocked.
I shoved it open and stepped inside, heart racing.
Bathroom.
I slammed the door.
Locked it.
Turned and pressed my back against it like I was trying to seal the world out..or keep myself in.
The second the latch clicked, my breath broke.
I panted like I’d just run a marathon. My skin was flushed. My whole body tingled. My hands were shaking and my f*****g p***y was leaking down my thighs like I’d already been f****d.
But I hadn’t.
No one touched me.
He didn’t even lay a hand on my cunt.
Just words.
Just words and heat and breath on my neck.
And I was soaked.
I grabbed the edge of the sink like it could ground me, but the second I caught sight of my reflection, I knew I was f****d.
I looked like I’d been ruined.
My lips were red, parted, kiss-swollen. My cheeks were flushed like I’d just come. My dress clung to me, my n*****s standing out in stiff peaks under the sheer fabric.
My eyes-God, my eyes-wide and wet, pupils dilated, like I was strung out on the need I refused to admit.
I let my head drop.
My chest rose and fell too fast. My throat was dry. My legs were trembling.
I need to find Tasha, I told myself.
I needed to get the f**k out of this house.
I needed to get away from this mirror, this hallway, this party, this entire f*****g night.
But I didn’t move.
Because there was only one person I needed right now.
Not the stranger. Not his filthy voice or the c**k pressed against my belly. Not his arrogant smile or the way he called me a mess like he owned it.
Damon.
My heart cracked open.
My thighs clenched.
I moaned. Right there. Moaned his name like it burned coming out of me.
“Damon…”
My knees buckled.
I let go of the sink and turned.
Like I wasn’t falling apart inside.
I reached for the hem of my dress. My fingers slid under the fabric and yanked it up.
New Book: Back Home to Marry Off Myself
Loredana’s father left the family for his mistress, leaving them to fend for themselves abroad. When life was at its toughest, her father showed up with “good news” after 8 years of absence: To marry off Loredana to a paralyzed son of the wealthy Mendelsohn family.